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I am very aware that I’m boring you all to death with my meaningless, selfish problems. But they keep me up at night and I’m scared so I thought sharing them might help. You can tell me to shut up whenever you want to.

Jan 31st

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Jan 31st

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I opened up my eyes and found myself alone, alone, alone above a raging sea that stole the only girl I loved and drowned her deep inside of me.

Jan 30th

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Now I’m free from all your pain, well you have only let me down. But my door is always open.

Jan 30th

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Jan 30th

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Jan 30th

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Jan 30th

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Sitting in the dark with four candles lit. I might do some writing, try to transcend fuzzy thoughts into something coherent. I’ll probably end up getting frustrated at the lacking of my articulating skills and lie on my bed drinking diet coke, checking my phone every ten minutes. Standard.

Jan 30th

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Jan 30th

Created a Neopets account. Does anyone else still play? No? Thought not.

Jan 30th

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As if I walked into the room to see my ex-girlfriend boyfriend (who by the way, I’m still in love with) sucking the face of some pretty boy girl with my favourite band’s most popular song in the background, is it wrong that I can’t decide which bothers me most? In the forefront of my mind it’s the thought not of you underneath, but me coming out looking worse.

Jan 30th

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I’ve regressed to breaking point again. What’s left of me and you and everything we pushed through is circling and circling; transforming into spiteful half-meant conversations all inside my head. I’m exhausted. Playing the victim and becoming a clichéd teenage girl crying myself to sleep each night is getting tiresome. I’m questioning your intentions, I think I know what...

Jan 29th

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I wish we'd had a better goodbye.

Jan 29th

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Jan 29th

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Jan 29th

I’m afraid that everything you said up until you left me was a complete lie.

Jan 29th

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When you look at your life, in a strange new room,...

Jan 29th

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Jan 29th

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Last night: Tried to get into places but miserably failed. Went to the most hipster place I’ve ever seen (some guy had a hoover and a top hat) Got the bus to Monument, after kinda missing the last train home. Walked over to the Tate, Johnny is fascinated with the building… Possibly traversed across the Thames on the most unapproachable bridge ever (Millennium Bridge) Reached...

Jan 29th

Jan 28th

mrsvandebilt-: Every Cloakroom Ever- Johnny...

Jan 28th

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I am disgustingly cliché. I feel so sick and anxious about my exam tomorrow. I’ll probably have a (documented) emotional breakdown halfway through it. I’m going to some kinda warehouse rave in London tomorrow then traipsing around until the first train back home at 6am. It’ll be eventful for sure.

Jan 27th

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Jan 27th

chessiejapman: And if all you ever do with your life Is photosynthesize, Then you deserve every hour of these sleepless nights That you spend wondering when you’re gonna die.

Jan 27th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-1-23) →

Los Campesinos! (69) Johnny Foreigner (53) My Chemical Romance (37) Bloc Party (19) Foo Fighters (16) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Jan 26th

I feel like I’m evaporating from your mind. I’ve been a poorly kept together mess lately, I know you’ve noticed me looking at you. This is just inexplicable. Every picture you paint I’ll paint myself out. I’m just begging to be torn apart. Give me something to hang onto or something to fall apart to. Let me forget or come back.

Jan 26th

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Jan 26th

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I am heaven sent, don’t you dare forget. I am all you’ve ever wanted, what all the other boys all promised. Sorry I told, I just needed you to know. I think in decimals and dollars. I am the cause to all your problems, shelter from cold. We are never alone. Co-ordinate brain and mouth. Then ask me what’s it like to have myself so figured out. I wish I knew.

Jan 26th

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Jan 26th

I feel so tired. I bought some “Dark Chocolate” hair dye, the outcome of which shall be interesting. I can’t wait until Friday night. All of my exams will be over and I’m going to London for a party.

Jan 26th

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“If music be the food of love, play on; give me excess of it, that, surfeiting,...”

– Shakespeare, Twelfth Night

Jan 26th

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Jan 26th

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I’m so lonely but my god, isn’t everyone else? You can never completely let anyone in. You could know someone like the back of your hand but you sure as hell can’t know the entirety of their mind. We’re all born alone, and we all die alone. And I guess that’s pretty much it. Spare me the gory details of true love, I swear it doesn’t exist for people like me.

Jan 25th

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I’m not done holding hope in my hands.

Jan 25th

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“Don’t ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.”

– J.D Salinger, Catcher in the Rye

Jan 25th

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With my kid on my shoulders I try not to hurt anybody that I like. But I don’t have the drugs to sort it out. You’re the voice that’s swallowing my soul.

Jan 24th